What is this life for....

Hello my lovely readers,

As I was sitting at my parent's house tonight, I have come to the realization that I am one lucky girl. Ok so I have always known I was lucky but now I know how really lucky I am. As my third anniversary comes creeping up on me, in four days, I realize that there is more to life than I let on. I have been introduced to some wonderful women, with whom I don't seem to talk to as much as I think I should be. My wonderful hubby, Derk, introduces me to many of his friends' wives or girlfriends and I don't think twice to call them to do something with me.

 What is wrong with me?

 Maybe it's because I am so used to doing things on my own that I don't even think to call them. Not only them, but the girls I have met at work. Maybe it is just me, but I think I suffer from severe antisocial behavior. I will socialize at wire, but I won't think twice to call anyone outside of work. Or maybe it's because I am too tired after work, and all I want to do is sit on my couch, watch a movie or Criminal Minds. It's not that I don't like these people, I think these women are wonderful, but they all have something in their lives that I do not have and that's children. 

 How do you socialize with people who have children and you don't? Take for example my bestest friend Ashley, she lived across the hall from me, her kids grew up with me, Round so I was familiar, my new friends have kids, they don't know me from Adam.

 There is a kin ship with people who have kids, they can compare lives, but who's life sod I have to compare with? Even my CF friends are having babies... You heard that right, cf'ers can have babies, and we make pretty sexy pregnant mommies too. My life is exactly what I want it to be, but it has been brought to my attention that I need to get and do stuff for myself. I agree with that. I have a new job, and I have my own money coming in, so why don't I do something for myself?? I guess I am the kind of Weston who doesn't like to make plans with people, because any time I make plans with people they all back out, or something else came up.

 Maybe I am the type of person people actually like around. Am I too spunky, hyper, whatever you want to call it, or am I just really boring to be around? I am not up to date with current affairs, I hate politics and the way the government is run, I hate that I would have had to pay for my medication, but it took a woman to stand up to men to tell them that we as. Cf patients cannot afford to pay hundreds even thousand sod dollars to stay alive.

Maybe I am sick. I don't know what I am. I live for today, not knowing what will happen tomorrow. No one knows what will happen, so I am not going down that road. I don't have complaints that I know of, although my husband would probably say otherwise. I love my job, my family and my close friends with whom I consider sisters, maybe I don't want the drama that having many sets of friends brings.

 I am not the only one with a telephone, I may be the only one without a cell phone, but my home line rights the same. On that note, I am going to talk a little bit, and enjoy what I have left of my weekend. 

So, sleep tight don't let the bed bugs bite, and enjoy the Grammys.

Chers Ali